In My Late 20’s And I Still Don’t Know What I Want To Do With My Life

When the existential crisis starts settling in…

It's starting to dawn on me what has been going on during this era. Is this right, or is this wrong, how has come to this event?

I thought in my 20’s I would've had it all figured out. Coming to the end of this era, it doesn’t seem so.

I’ve done everything right but there nothing has made an impact or worked out in my favor. It's a different outfit change consistently and becoming tiring.

I am questioning if 9 am-5 pm is for me. What my are next steps?!

Financially: I am not together with the constant low pay.

Mentally: checked out due to the constant figuring out.

Emotionally: numb and unresponsive

Spiritually: Going strong

It’s been a draining journey for me and I’ve thrown in the towel to what is next for me. I’ll leave the universe to orchestrate my next steps as what I’m meant to do here.

During my meditation, the word “ development” popped in. I guess I’m being developed during this time. O, the hardship that follows.

Maybe my 20s is a space for building and then in my 30s and 40s, I'll let it rip with all the possibilities that waiting to be born. I’ll take it for what it is right now and enjoy the ride.

It is frustrating from time to time as I find myself hitting a wall with my career, finances, and relationships. I desire a change and fast!

My 20s have been a struggle, on that struggle bus, I should say. I look forward to seeing how the rest of my life will turn out. This is part of the journey and not all of it.